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[mofi]

hey, this is murphy. i didn't pick up because i don't want to talk to you.

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[freightcars]

not exactly, but I'm getting there.

[ He doesn't feel better about himself for expressing gratitude. He doesn't feel better about what he did to Murphy. He doesn't feel better about any of it, but.

He's not about to get into all that. ]

You okay?
How you holding up?

[mofi]

i know i helped u
but dont feel like u need to check up on me
or feel like u need to make sure im okay
or holding up
i can take care of myself.
and im fine.

[ No, not really. ]

[freightcars]

That's not why I'm checking up on you
I'm just doing it.
And yeah, I get that I'm probably the last person you'd ever be real with about whether or not you're okay but
I'm asking anyway

[mofi]

and whats going to happen if i tell u that im not okay
that this place is drilling me into the ground
over and over and over again

that im pushing the people from home
losing the friends i make here
what are you goin to do?
wave a magic wand?

[freightcars]

probably just see if you wanted to drink about it, actually

[mofi]

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u want to drink with me?
cos im doing a good job drinking all on my own

[freightcars]

I'm sure you're doing a spectacular job of it
but yeah
I wanna drink with you.

I realize considering at one point my dick was in your hand it might seem like I'm trying to come on to you right now but
Just for the record, it ain't for that.

[mofi]

u can at least tell me i give good hand jobs.
whats it for then?

[freightcars]

you give good hand jobs

it's for drinking and talking about shit
or not talking, frankly I don't care which one you wanna do
no ulterior motive.

[ Because Bucky's got a weakness for angry boys who get in fights. It's sort of ingrained in him. ]

[mofi]

[ It takes a few minutes before Murphy's next response. ]

fine
lets go drinking
ur paying for all of my drinks.

[freightcars]

Fine. But we’re drinking the bottom shelf, I’ve got three hungry submissives at home.

[ You ever tried keeping up with two super soldier metabolisms?? They burn through so much pasta and rice… ]

[mofi]

maybe just above the bottom shelf?

[freightcars]

Lower middle shelf's as good as I'm going, take it or leave it.

[mofi]

i'll take it.
better not take me to the seediest bar.

[freightcars]

a little bit of faith, pal, come on
I'm taking you to the one with the mechanical bull

[mofi]

okay
i been there before.