[ Murphy doesn't even want to look at his phone. Scared to see who is texting him. How many death threats sat in his inbox. He's wishing people know it's not him, it's someone else. They're an exact copy but it's everything that Murphy doesn't want to be. ]
id fucking kill him myself but im fucking scared people will think im him and kill me.
[ Jack is asking where his copy is and that means that Murphy has to actually look at the live stream. He has to force himself to watch this.
His face is warm by his tears, hands shaking as he navigates to the dualcam website on his phone. ]
it looks like an abandoned warehouse in the down somewhere? some place secluded u know like he's keeping himself on the other side of the ring.
[ oh, murphy, sweetheart. jack's gong straight to him once this is taken care of. he's going to hold onto him and pet his hair and kiss his cheeks, because this can't be easy. but he knows it's not murphy, he knows his friend, he adores his friend. this is just fucking cruel. that pain for him at least distracts from the rage boiling in jack for what was exposed about him. ]
I know who you are, Murphy. That's not you.
I'll take care of it.
[ it's well past time to, much as he dislikes the idea of harming something wearing murphy's face. but he knows the difference. ]
Try to get some sleep. Is someone guarding your door?
[ It's a good thing that they're not talking because Murphy's bottom lip is wobbling too much and his voice will crack the moment he tries to make a sound.
And, plus, it still hurts to talk so Murphy doesn't know how his clone is talking so god damn much. ]
what if what if thats something thats apart of me like thats me like some ugly thing inside of me
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id fucking kill him myself
but im fucking scared people will think im him
and kill me.
[ Jack is asking where his copy is and that means that Murphy has to actually look at the live stream. He has to force himself to watch this.
His face is warm by his tears, hands shaking as he navigates to the dualcam website on his phone. ]
it looks like an abandoned warehouse
in the down somewhere?
some place secluded
u know like he's keeping himself on the other side of the ring.
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I know who you are, Murphy. That's not you.
I'll take care of it.
[ it's well past time to, much as he dislikes the idea of harming something wearing murphy's face. but he knows the difference. ]
Try to get some sleep. Is someone guarding your door?
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And, plus, it still hurts to talk so Murphy doesn't know how his clone is talking so god damn much. ]
what if
what if thats something thats apart of me
like thats me
like some ugly thing inside of me
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i wont sleep
no but idc if someone comes in
at this pt they can shoot me
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No one is touching you, or so fucking help me, I will skin them.
Give me time to take care of this, then I'll be there. Don't do anything stupid in the meantime.
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i couldnt kill myself
even if i wanted