[ He doesn't feel better about himself for expressing gratitude. He doesn't feel better about what he did to Murphy. He doesn't feel better about any of it, but.
i know i helped u but dont feel like u need to check up on me or feel like u need to make sure im okay or holding up i can take care of myself. and im fine.
That's not why I'm checking up on you I'm just doing it. And yeah, I get that I'm probably the last person you'd ever be real with about whether or not you're okay but I'm asking anyway
I'm sure you're doing a spectacular job of it but yeah I wanna drink with you.
I realize considering at one point my dick was in your hand it might seem like I'm trying to come on to you right now but Just for the record, it ain't for that.
Re: text;
Date: 2019-01-13 02:35 am (UTC)took u long enough
it was the good thing to do
and jack wouldve disowned me
[ Murphy didn't do it for Jack. Murphy didn't even do it for himself. Murphy just wanted to do something good despite their last confrontation. ]
youre welcome i guess
you feel better now?
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Date: 2019-01-13 02:36 am (UTC)[ He doesn't feel better about himself for expressing gratitude. He doesn't feel better about what he did to Murphy. He doesn't feel better about any of it, but.
He's not about to get into all that. ]
You okay?
How you holding up?
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Date: 2019-01-13 02:48 am (UTC)but dont feel like u need to check up on me
or feel like u need to make sure im okay
or holding up
i can take care of myself.
and im fine.
[ No, not really. ]
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Date: 2019-01-13 02:59 am (UTC)I'm just doing it.
And yeah, I get that I'm probably the last person you'd ever be real with about whether or not you're okay but
I'm asking anyway
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Date: 2019-01-13 03:22 am (UTC)that this place is drilling me into the ground
over and over and over again
that im pushing the people from home
losing the friends i make here
what are you goin to do?
wave a magic wand?
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Date: 2019-01-13 03:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-13 03:45 am (UTC)u want to drink with me?
cos im doing a good job drinking all on my own
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Date: 2019-01-13 03:47 am (UTC)but yeah
I wanna drink with you.
I realize considering at one point my dick was in your hand it might seem like I'm trying to come on to you right now but
Just for the record, it ain't for that.
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Date: 2019-01-13 04:09 am (UTC)whats it for then?
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Date: 2019-01-13 04:19 am (UTC)it's for drinking and talking about shit
or not talking, frankly I don't care which one you wanna do
no ulterior motive.
[ Because Bucky's got a weakness for angry boys who get in fights. It's sort of ingrained in him. ]
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Date: 2019-01-14 05:48 am (UTC)fine
lets go drinking
ur paying for all of my drinks.
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Date: 2019-01-15 01:13 am (UTC)[ You ever tried keeping up with two super soldier metabolisms?? They burn through so much pasta and rice… ]
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Date: 2019-01-16 02:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 02:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-16 02:31 am (UTC)better not take me to the seediest bar.
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Date: 2019-01-16 07:51 pm (UTC)I'm taking you to the one with the mechanical bull
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Date: 2019-01-18 04:29 am (UTC)i been there before.